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Aug. 2nd, 2011 @ 02:17 am im bullshit edit

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i hate that this post looks like me whining about being poor, when its more about how i use my self worth that has nothing to do with money, but i feel like its an uphill struggle because all anyone cares about is money

but its really only that way when i think about my ex

i think what i wasreally feeling is how i make everyone close to me miserable in the end and wanted a roundabout way of not blaming myself for it

so hey! BLAME MONEY

ughhhhh what the fuck am i doing, why did i date someone who is into buying four hundred and fifty dollar shoes, when while i was dating them they SCOFFED at someone who would spend 100 dollars on custom shoes and 150 dollars on a sweatshirt
why did i think i could change them
why did i want to change them
everyones entitled to their material nonsense and i just felt above taht whats wrong with me

why do i have frineds that make 150 dollars an hour

why do i know people who can go into a store with 10 articles in it and get a custom tailored shirt and go gaga over a BUSINESS CARD HOLDER; ive never had a fucking buisiness card except when i was on the youth commission and we all had communal cards, AND THAT WAS WHEN I WAS 16

i fucking go into a thrift store and feel alienated

what the fuck am i doing really

like what buisiness do i have even talking to these people

all my friends are rich and why am i even here

like ma'am gets money from her last game and we can go and buy FURNITURE and thats an exciting moment, while all of my friends are bragging about their newest accessories

i just feel really alienated and out of place with everything my friends are doing

why do i relate to people who are in magazines and have careers and i cant even get a job as a dog trainer

why do i pride myself on being inspiring when i cant even make a name for myself

whine whine whine

whine to the max

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 09:42 am (UTC)

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classic asshole response

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From:	(Anonymous)
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 09:51 am (UTC)

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Classic something something.

(couldn't come up with a good comeback).

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From:	the__seeker
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 11:02 am (UTC)

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FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS

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From:	the__seeker
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 04:55 pm (UTC)

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Okay, now i see the edit, i'm sorry. If i could get you a job writing for a magazine i would, and also subscribe to that magazine, but i'm not sure that the things you do with words can be called writing.

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From:	auntiepixelante
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 07:12 pm (UTC)

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durrr, what do you call it? when you use line breaks as punctuation do you shift into the world of painting?

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From:	caenum
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 11:09 am (UTC)

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getting older fuckin' sucks

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From:	orgenegro
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 12:05 pm (UTC)

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Welcome back, Emo-Daphny!

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 01:29 pm (UTC)

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NOT FOR LONG

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From:	10n31yb4by
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 12:56 pm (UTC)

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You're not bullshit.

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 01:29 pm (UTC)

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good to know i make my best friend miserable haha

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From:	10n31yb4by
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 03:08 pm (UTC)

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Thank you fro not tekking advantage off me when I was week.

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From:	10n31yb4by
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 03:10 pm (UTC)

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Not thanking you for spreading all those lies!

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From:	hugweed
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 08:24 pm (UTC)

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someone who would spend 450 dollars on a shirt alienate me harder than i could even explain?

we're really poor too? we have trouble making rent

we're gonna get groceries at a food kitchen

you are inspiring, you don't have to be rich to be inspiring

you're just not making a name for yourself in generic bullshit mainstream culture

i don't care about money, we just want to have enough to survive in the way we need

i like getting things out of dumpsters

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 2nd, 2011 10:53 pm (UTC)

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its not that i dont like not having moneyo its just i feel like an outsider witha lot of my friends

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From:	hugweed
Date:	August 3rd, 2011 01:29 am (UTC)

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that's totally understandable

I'M SORRY YOU FEEL LIKE THAT ;___;

you transcend income brackets

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 3rd, 2011 02:32 am (UTC)

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you give awesome compliments

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From:	ishitpinecones
Date:	August 3rd, 2011 03:29 am (UTC)

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I pretty much feel like this every single day of my life.

Especially when I have friends who can up and take a trip halfway across the country or go to some fancy pants college cause mummy and daddy pay for all their shit and WHOOP here I am cleaning up other people's turds and living with my parents.

What really pisses you off is when they act like it's no big deal like "YES CHAUNCEY I TOOK A WEEKEND JAUNT TO PARIS AND IT WAS BORRRRRING"

fuckkk you
I was PSYCHED to go to Chicago and I live 3 hours downstate. And I was broke afterward.

fuck fuck balls fuck it fuck all balls.

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 3rd, 2011 08:07 am (UTC)

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yeah the fancy pants college thing really pisses me off

l ike my friends brag about what college they went to when INSTEAD OF GOING TIO COLLEGE I WENT TO JAIL

akjgkdsgjksdfg

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From:	mon_oubliette
Date:	August 3rd, 2011 05:17 am (UTC)

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Where are you applying as a trainer?

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 3rd, 2011 08:09 am (UTC)

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every dog daycare, craiglists ads, and applying for loans at dog training schools

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 3rd, 2011 08:09 am (UTC)

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is there a better place to apply?

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From:	mon_oubliette
Date:	August 4th, 2011 04:18 am (UTC)

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It's all about the CPDT these days to get into a daycare or training academy. Have you considered certification?

The other way would be to find an opening at PETCO or Petsmart, they hire with the intention to train. It requires a commitment to them to make a commitment to you, but it's another way of going about it.

Edited at 2011-08-04 04:19 am (UTC)

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 4th, 2011 04:36 am (UTC)

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yeah petco and petsmart are out as shit

i should go to the sf apsca academy

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From:	mon_oubliette
Date:	August 6th, 2011 05:15 am (UTC)

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SF SPCA's program ended. I know some people doing the Marin Humane program who have said positive things (http://www.marinhumanesociety.org/behavior/cba.html). Other options would be Animal Behavior College, or the Karen Pryor Academy. Those are the active programs we are requiring completion of for our contract dog trainers at HSSV if they are not currently CPDT or equivalent.

This area is crazy saturated with dog trainers so hiring managers can be super picky with applicants. Not to discourage, but that's probably what you are running into.

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From:	capn_jil
Date:	August 3rd, 2011 05:43 am (UTC)

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class war now, homie

you relate because you are awesome and they need shiny stars like you to write shit about

class war now!

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 3rd, 2011 08:08 am (UTC)

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when does my social life stop being a class war and just turn into hanging out though

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From:	dartimus
Date:	August 3rd, 2011 09:15 am (UTC)

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Come hang out with your equally poor friends at the OMOMA. And be sure to make a donation or buy a souvenir from our lovely gift shop on your way out.

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From:	dartimus
Date:	August 3rd, 2011 09:15 am (UTC)

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We won't have a class war but we might have a mope fest

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 3rd, 2011 10:25 am (UTC)

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EVERY TIME I GO TO OMAMA I MAKE AN ART DONATION

also super stoked for fags omoma revival

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From:	capn_jil
Date:	August 4th, 2011 03:28 am (UTC)

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tell me if you find out because i've been wondering for a while?

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 4th, 2011 04:33 am (UTC)

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when no one spends money on anything

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 4th, 2011 04:34 am (UTC)

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no fuck it class war

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From:	capn_jil
Date:	August 5th, 2011 05:24 am (UTC)

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i suddenly have the urge to crash burning man while yelling class war now

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 5th, 2011 11:53 pm (UTC)

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find all the google employees who get paid time off for burning man TACKLE THEM SCREAMING CLASS WARRR'

lets get blowtorches

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From:	capn_jil
Date:	August 7th, 2011 07:50 am (UTC)

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i have a blowtorch already

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 7th, 2011 08:49 am (UTC)

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do you have an extra one

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From:	capn_jil
Date:	August 9th, 2011 06:39 am (UTC)

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they are not hard to come by

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From:	dethcokediscord
Date:	August 4th, 2011 02:10 am (UTC)

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I'm glad I grew up a little poor, well not rich at least, and that no one else in my family went to college. It REALLY makes me look at money as a fleeting thing that can go at any minute and college as a thing people do when they're afraid of life.

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 4th, 2011 02:51 am (UTC)

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yeah we have pretty much the same experience with that haha

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From:	peanutxpeanut
Date:	August 5th, 2011 10:33 am (UTC)

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It won't give you a fancy job but we can have a ~heart-to-heart~ when I'm in the BAY AREA in SEPTEMBER

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From:	daphaknee
Date:	August 5th, 2011 11:52 pm (UTC)

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YAYO FOR BAYO

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From:	evilgrins
Date:	October 29th, 2011 02:04 am (UTC)

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why do i have frineds that make 150 dollars an hour
So you can borrow money from them?

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